No sobs, no sorrows, no sighs.
This can't be love; I get no dizzy spells,
My head is not in the skies.
My heart does not stand still, just hear it beat.
This is too sweet to be love.
This can't be love, because I feel so well,
But still I love to look in your eyes.
My heart does not stand still, just hear it beat.
This is too sweet to be love.
This can't be love, because I feel so well,
But still I love to look in your eyes.
Still I love to look in your eyes.
-Lorenz Hart
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I haven't written in either blog in a while, so I suppose now is as good a time as any.
So let's see...
Dr. Hellberg is amazing. He's working his ass off to treat my weight problem, and he's already found the most likely cause. Turns out my T4 shut down, which is normal. What isn't normal is my T3 was supposed to also shut down to get my T4 to start up again, but instead it started producing MORE hormones, flooding my body with hormones that cause acne, bone problems, temperature problems, facial hair growth, fucked up periods, urticaria, and pregnancy like weight gain. He thinks it's caused by an auto immune disease, likely Lupus, because several family members on my dad's side have it (my grandmother and my uncle).
My sister got married a few months ago. Kevin and Jenny moved into an apartment where Jenny's been working full time AND going to school full time while Kevin's been trying to get into the military. He leaves January 14th to be a chaplain's assistant AND Jenny told me the other day that she's pregnant. I think they're insane, but I'm happy for them and I'll work my ass off to help them any way I can.
Wedding photo:
I got a scooter. Not driving it yet, but I will soon.
Scooter:
Scott and I have picked most of our wedding party. My friend Aaron is a registered minister (Seriously, he became one because it cost like 20 bucks and he figured, why the hell not. I don't think he ever thought he'd use it), so he'll be our officiary. Alex is still my maid of honor, Alyssa and Kindra are still my bridesmaids. Scott's planning on asking his step father to be his best man, and considering Chubbo and Nick for groomsmen.
Scott's mother will be making the bridesmaid's dresses, and we're going to modify my wedding dress.
My dress:
Bridesmaids dresses:
Tux style we're considering for Scott:
We're thinking about gray suits for the groomsmen, maybe white for Aaron. Blue corsages, maybe blue ties...should look good. Kind of Wintery, but not like a damned Christmas theme.
I've become super fucking domestic. I spend my spare time knitting and learning to crochet. It's disgusting.
Well, not all my time. I also play a Star Wars rpg. Where I'm not domesticated, I'm nerdy.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaand I guess that's about it. I'm doing well in my classes, I think. I can't wait to start at UNM next Fall.
That's about it.
