I'm not naturally this violent and angry, It takes a lot to really get me looking for revenge...I'd love to take everyone's advice and let it go, but I fucking can't!
See, what everyone who gives me that advice can't seem to understand is that he actually did win. He ruined my life and got out of the situation with a free place to stay for a few months, a punching bag and someone to have sex with if he got desperate. He lied and lied and lied and NOW THAT HE'S GONE I'm finding out about his lies. The abuse has me flinching when people touch me, and I don't want to go in my room...the memories just hurt too bad.
Fea talked to me last night. I was right about everything...He was dating her. I'm so fucking mad about this, not just because I got fucked over, but also because she did. He told her I was psycho and that I beat him...come on...If I had really been beating him, why was I running away to TX to escape him? And why did he wait till July to move out?
Fea is pissed at him, for various reasons, and MK is talking about trying to help me recover...
Meanwhile, not having a car is killing me, I need a cigarette, and I can't finish this blog post because I'm getting griped at.
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4 comments:
What a way to end it, though, eh? the post...
I wish I was there to give you a hug....
awwwwwww!
I miss you :(
i miss you too....
there has to be an end to this... or a way for us to hang out; haha! i'd have to fly home every weekend, though, huh?
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hmm....
Well, I have some mighty fine closets...I can keep you in there and you could be my new pet...
Except, I think my parents are tired of the strays I bring home.
:)
I definitly want to hang out with you soon. :( It has been WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too long. I shall begin my scheming...
PS. I'm blond right now. Thought you should know :) I think I'm gonna grow out some kick-ass emo bangs and be an annoying little scene kid so that everyone will hate me.
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